i mailed job applications to 3 different districts today. that might stave off a panic attack for a few days. i'm going to fill out another one tomorrow. ps it is ridiculous how they make you write out personal statements in your own handwriting. i have serious hand cramps and re-wrote those pages at least twice per application. i don't really get the point of that-is it to make sure i can write on a chalkboard or to prevent plagiarism because let me tell you it really would not stop anyone with an interest.

im usually asleep by now. i played neopets today. i dont feel like the adult i am supposed to be and i think it's because being an adult is about putting up a front of boringness. maybe that opinion just shows how much of a kid i am.