things have been looking up. i have an embarrassing crush on price harry. i just watched videos of him in afghanistan where they asked him what his mother might think of his deployment. of course, such questions are expected but he just put his life in perspective and talked about having a laugh with some "blokes" at the end of the day and how necessary that was. i don't know - i'm terrible at putting this into words, perhaps because he is dreamy.

anyway, things are looking up in some way. i've realized it is okay not to pay my entire credit card bill every month and i would like to smile about financial independence. i felt some guilt when i went home about being here in albany. at first, this made me feel bad, but i guess i'm over that. i'm trying to figure out all of this twenty something post college stuff while still acting much the same as i always have and carrying my nintendo DS with me everywhere. today i subbed special ed and all the kids pulled out their DSs during free period, and you know i did not hesitate to discuss pokemon battle revolution with them.

tomorrow is my birthday and im not really sure what i'll do but there isn't much i want to do really. i try to have fun whenever i can so it actually doesn't mean much that i actually have a birthday this year and won't next year because i celebrate anyway. i'm subbing in cohoes tomorrow, and i love that district so even though it's math i am hoping to have a good day. as long as the kids don't ask me for help.

i'm very much looking forward to the end of the winter and all of this snow. i haven't been late to school yet (though i hesitate to use that word) because this is very necessary once you graduate from college. i can't wait for smash brothers. also im already being a huge nerd about the new x files movie. i wish they wouldn't try to keep such a tight lid on every single minor detail about the thing. anyone ridiculous enough to look that thoroughly into the film is going to see it nine times anyway, just as i did with the last one! i guess i don't really have much to say. i feel that i do but i don't want to find the time to figure out what that is.
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my boyfriend is the kind of boyfriend who takes my mug when im done with my tea and throws out the teabag for me because i am lazy. also i drink steaming hot tea next to my laptop and envision it falling on the thing and making it spark, steam, and die constantly but i can't stop doing it. not relevant.