home

i don't know where home is right now. i used to feel like i had two homes and that i was divided between albany and long island. i used to think that it was the worst thing ever. now i don't know if i have any place to call home. after graduation it has completely fractured. people are everywhere and while home is where ed is and that is always where i want to be, i don't know if albany is for me anymore. the people that made it home have mostly split off. i need a job. i need health insurance.